Usually, at times when I planned to spend a little more quality time with my family at weekends like this - it simply ends up with nothing. Which means in short, we just end up at home doing nothing. Maybe not nothing but here it goes, Mummy watching tv, Papa sleeping and me coop up in my own room.

Which gets me really grumpy. Because I thought there should be a better way to spend a weekend, isn't it?

Le Sigh.... Apparently after the whole world labeled me as a workaholic, I thought the weekend was going to be something to look forward to but wells...

Probably had to visit a Chinese sin seh soon. The wrist has been hurting for the past week. Might have injured it unknowingly...

Looking forward to the weekend, officially having Monday blues now. The only good thing is that it's gonna be a short week for me, till Wednesday!

Speaking about things that are beyond our control and things that we can control.

I think they all revolve around the fact that certain things just happen for a reason and they exist to make us who we are.

I don't quite believe in the 命运掌握在自己的手里 theory but neither am I the 听天由命 sort of a person. However I will always remember something that my grandparents say that a lot of things seems to be decided right at birth and we can't really seems to change them in our lives. I can only say 命里有时终须有 命里无时莫强求。

Why the sudden enlightenment? Been seeing and listening to really quite some things lately. Feeling sorry towards some people, at the same time I think deep down I am too gloating over some other's misfortune. I'm sorry, I'm nothing but just another ordinary human with selfishness who will also have true feelings that I can't quite hide. The only right thing to do is to spare some thoughts about people and not do it outwardly, isn't it?